Ok so basically... Im gonna stop posting . Theres lots of reasons.

But the main one is that i have a boyfriend and that i should be paying attention to him, and not be focusing on how i can write a good post.

I mean you guys are great and youve helped me lots and stuff, but i need time off, some time with Jack. I love him and i feel that soe parts of blogging are gonna get between me and him.

And i dont want that. I love him so much and i cant allow myself to be silly. You can question this all you like, i dont care.

This blog is too personal. When i had no one it was ok to let people in, to let you see what i was thinking. But now that i have him - it wont work. And theres no point in being selective and just writing some stuff, because that defies the point of blogging.

And also i dont want him or anyone i know to come across this - theres too much stuff here. So its going. If you read it then well done, if you didnt then your loss. I might come back someday, but atm I need to work out my priorities in life...

So yeah. Thanks to all of you i guess... I enjoyed our chats etc... But meh. Sometimes we need to move on, to concentrate on what really matters.... The next few months are going to define my life and i dont wanna mess it up.

Please dont email me, I just want to leave, ok? And if you do dont expect a reply. Maybe someday, when i log in again ill see an email and then ill reply to it; but it wont be anytime soon.



Mr. HCI said...

In case you read this:

I'm very happy for you and I think you're on the right track! You're wise to want to concentrate on Jack rather than the blogosphere.

Even if you disappear completely, you will be remembered.


Anonymous said...

Hmmm, your blog disappears a week after you post a link asking readers to send you money via PayPal.

I think this 3 second YouTube video sums your blog up nicely:

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He's been blogging for a while. An accusation of "fake" from someone who posts anonymously is the blather of a coward.

Anonymous said...

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Anonymous said...

Well Matt the most important thing in your life happiness, if you have found it that's great. I wish you all the best for the future. Everything in life has it's time and place and I think you have been given a chance, grab it, the blog had it's time and served it's purpose.
Good luck for the future Stef.

Planetx_123 said...

Yep I echo everything above, and totally agree that it seems there isn't a place in your life for a blog and worrying about all of that.

For what its worth, I have really enjoyed just getting a little glimpse into your life, and I wish you all the best in the world. Have a great time with Jack, and I wish you both the best of luck and happiness.

Much Love,

Billy said...

There comes a time to move on. Your life with Jack is your business, not ours. You've come so far from the anguished screams of a year ago. I totally respect your need for privacy, but in a way it's a pity that both your blogs disappeared. They show the journey of how you've emerged from the depths of despair to begin to gain control of your life.
Well done and good luck.

Mr. Urs said...

Godspeed with Jack!

Seth said...

Well best wishes success and happiness.

Sam said...

Best Wishes, man!!!
I hope your life is always showered with happiness!

It was great knowing you, even if it was brief...

cvn70 said...


Been away for awhile but i had hope to say good bye. this is the second time you have popped out of my life and well its not easy to get used too

hey anon unless you gave him some money what do you care

send me an email and i thought you were made me a promise

take care and be safe

my friend


cvn70 said...


I doubt u ever read this again but is there any way u could let me know how u are doing

did u get into school whats happening with the BF

just a note of any kind would be nice


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